sakit sangat

hati ni, hari hari menangis. sakit dada rasa bila tahan. sampai bila dengan perangai ignored i :'(

confused.

Assalammualaikum :-) pagi isnin! hurmmm menghirup udara yang segar, alhamdulillah.

Aku masih buntu. Memilih meneruskan atau berhenti disini. Sentiasa pujuk hati, sabarlah wahai hati, sabar.

Apa pun pilihan aku, ianya demi diri, demi dia, demi hubungan kita.

Sabar diri sabar. Istighfar. Walau hati terkadang meronta... *pujuk hati lagi*

. (part 2)

so now its 2:01a.m. no phone call, no response. i just woke up from bed, its not really bad is it? hm :'( im tired, i need you. when get i get a boyfriend who never tired and never give up tried to talk to me, and always want to hear me even at my worst...

.

seeing that you're doing fine w/o me another heartbroken frankly i told you. I miss you so much but i've no other way to stop myself to see who's going to follow

"i can fight this feeling, but i just cant win"

waiting

its almost 7p.m. yet still didnt receive any call or message from you. its okay. lagi pun esok awak pergi rtw13 so maybe lagi lama awak tak contact. Sayang, jaga diri. Im here still waiting, for you. have a faith dearself.